Have been thinking about this all day. I think I'm afraid of losing my drawing ability, and a few other losses as well. The image below contrasts stuff I draw when I'm OK, and after a "session". It's like my drawing ability is only running at 20% capacity. To complicate things I've started to feel encroaching arthritis in my fingers. It may only be the weather, but it's still a worry.
I know though, I need to get back into my art practise, but there's a huge amount of fear and anxiety around that since last year. Not good.
